they say these

abductions

are painful

timeless

moments

with

the

incubus

of

deoxyribonucleic

acid

illness

but

I

never knew them to be

quite like that

the

remembrance 

of

forgotten inspiration

is like

a

dream

recalled

hours later

in the awaken life

numbers

graphs

circles

lights

energies

movements

since the beginning of these

thoughts and their growth

development just as

the swollen

traces left with no answer

"I've seen this all before,

but something is different."