what

is it

that

I

want

from

all

of

this?

this

school?

this

city?

these

people?

I

am

not

quite

sure

but

I

suppose

the

comfort

of

something

I am

familiar

with

has

an

influential

allure

but

so

does

the

unknown

attempt

three?

maybe

I

am

not

even

far

enough

in

attempts

for

part

three

though

going

with

a

flow

of

my

decisions

that

don't

even

really

make

sense

to

me

am

I

happy

with

it?

maybe.