I

would

say

what

I

felt

but

whenever

I

am

not

around

you

it

feels

better

than

when

I

actually

am

with

you

when

I

actually

am

with

you

I

understand

the

problems

of

the

people

of

the

past

I

get

it

I

get

it

remember

the

games

that

were

are

and

always

will

be

mine

remember

that

the

only

reasons

were

impenetrability

of

barriers

that

not

even

you

can

destroy

reasons

of

preferred

enjoyed

tested

movements

reasons

of

precautions

made

and

not

made

reasons

of

the

never

ending

reasons

of

man

made

rivers

that

flow

north

don't

confuse

I

for

the

things

I

am

not

which

are

the

things

that

most

see

of

I

you

will

know

it

you

will

see

it

you

will

taste

it

you

will

crave

it

you

will

yearn

burn

turn

learn

it

but

never

earn

it

not

even

when

it

is

too

late

already

picking

up

where

I

left

off

and

hitting

the

fucking

ground

sprinting

faster than I ever was before