consume

in

hundreds

thousands

millions

clearance

in

inches

feet

miles

passion as free

free & freedom

&

on the

drive home

I

find myself

asking myself

why

I

don't

understand

the

final habit

deriving

from

the deep

reward suggests

good vs bad

as

passion suggests

regard

the

unwanted

vs

the

unwanted

anymore

curtains

&

shadows

obstructing

a view of

trees

taller than remembered

the

differences

or

only

the

differences

rethought

impartial

would require

similarities

rethought

as well

or

is it

memory

of the

sudden

sense

vs

memory

of

ease

the preservation

the newest

preservation

&

the consuming

of

a sunset

belonging to

a setting

that once made me

fearful

&

forlorn

visiting the north

and then

visiting the south

these days are:

travel far

&

train hard

work

work

work

travel

work

work

with

barely

any money in the

pockets

but, honestly,

it's amazing.

Traveling fast

&

getting rid of my phone

&

studying the heart

&

starting a career in a new city
&
working on a new film

post-art school is much more fascinating.

counting

hours

constructing

a

goodbye

before

relocation

it

is

only

a

big

deal

because

the

way

I

have

gotten

to

know

you

in

only

a

matter

of

hours

everything

and

everything

this preservation thing I completely forgot about

got to walk away to understand

balance

I'm sick of everyone having to be drunk to do the daring things they want to do

fuck that

grow plentiful fields of your brain and make your own fucking decisions.

you'll never find me with regrets.

those

moments

of

frozen

inches

melting

away

to

centimeters

and

on

repeat

in

my

head

repeatedly

sparkles

reflections

examples

of

proven

science

versus

the

experiences

of

what

causes

a

lack

of

sleep

awake

for

hours

and

never

feeling

tired

not

drinking

as

much

coffee

the

calm

storm

of

movements

from

different

sides

of

the

room

over

the

span

of

hours

the

laughter

feeling

younger

than

yesterday

H2O

as

terms

for

water

eyes

of

excitement

pacing

for

the

place

to

direct

shoulders

the

rain

the

thunder

the

humidity

the

heat

lightning

and

the

long

forgotten

snow

to you,

meet

me

at

the

early

horizon

we've

been

getting

to

know

so

well

and

so

fast

cigarettes&conversation

on

all

these

porches

an

experience

maybe only I'm feeling