mental

mentality

was

on

pause

getting

back

on

some

shit

like

the

annual

santa

clause

because

leaving

would

be

better

than

staying

sorry

but

I

am

really

not

sorry

it

seems

as

if

I

have

a

tendency

to leave

at

the

most

opportune

time

and

I

don't

even

know

how

it

is

me

&

will

always

will

be

me

but

for

now

in

this

time

and

place

the

wind

comes

through

breaking

the

still

air

that

has

always

been

except

in

this

place

the

wind

can

only

move

or

disturb

the

stillness

and

the

stillness

will

be

just

as

it

was

after

the

wind's

passing

crazy

crazy but

whatever

the

thieves

the

thieves

the

many

whom

I

have

met

surrounding

until

they

choke

the

thieves

whom

burn

and

turn

and

then

the

thieves

whom

meet

the

thoughtful

blithe

and

a

deafening

silence

that

effortlessly

descended

and

grew

from

the

rocky

mountain

that

overlooked

deaths'

machines

the

thieves

whom

quickly

took

what

they

could

in

hopes

to

defend

themselves

and

the

thieves

whom

quickly

grew

weak

to

an

army

only

ever

described

as

the

question

the

thieves

whom

did

not

know

their

own

answer

the

thieves

whom

did

not

know

how

to

thieve

an

answer

and

the

thieves

whom

sit

so

silently

ready

to

learn

what

they

could

never

know

the

thieves

whom

sit

so

silently

eager

to

open

the

book

written

in

a

language

they

do

not

know

and

well

the language of love is said to not be capable of translation

the thieves, one by one, left behind in the dust

&

again

the

new

comes along

to

take

control/interest/intrigue

no

problems

with

that

whatsoever

...

at

least

for the

one

who

appears

to

be

blithe

understand

that

people

don't

understand

when

they

aren't

allowed

to

or

given

the opportunity

to

understand

they

are

then

forced

to

stand under

a

misconception

given

to them

that

they

then

see

as

their

own

understanding

or

thought

or

belief

we're

kind

of

talking

about

past

but

really

focusing

on

...

we

will

have

to

save

that

for

later

the

difference

of

growth

&

change

&

wanting

something

so

much

that

you

are

not

sure

how

much

you

really

want

it

anymore