I believe that

people easily

get the wrong idea

of

who I am

&

what I am doing

I can only hope that

this does not mean

I easily

get the wrong ideas

but

to be honest

the person

a lot of people thought

they met

isn't as horrible

of a person

that

I

REALLY

AM

So, um, get to know me a little better and maybe you'll understand exactly what happened in the past

six months

maybe you'll understand exactly what happened in the past

two months alone

maybe you'll see exactly what is happening right now

but something tells me the (...) see

this isn't the place to say what I need to.

doing the things you fear the most

that unique anxiety

the cold hands that burn with sweat

the heart pumping deeper into your chest

nothing else feels quite that beautiful

Variables I from James Allbee on Vimeo.

The activities
I choose
to represent you

You
of
memories
and
dreams
and
thoughts

consume

in

hundreds

thousands

millions

clearance

in

inches

feet

miles

passion as free

free & freedom

&

on the

drive home

I

find myself

asking myself

why

I

don't

understand

the

final habit

deriving

from

the deep

reward suggests

good vs bad

as

passion suggests

regard

the

unwanted

vs

the

unwanted

anymore

curtains

&

shadows

obstructing

a view of

trees

taller than remembered

the

differences

or

only

the

differences

rethought

impartial

would require

similarities

rethought

as well

or

is it

memory

of the

sudden

sense

vs

memory

of

ease

the preservation

the newest

preservation

&

the consuming

of

a sunset

belonging to

a setting

that once made me

fearful

&

forlorn

visiting the north

and then

visiting the south

these days are:

travel far

&

train hard

work

work

work

travel

work

work

with

barely

any money in the

pockets

but, honestly,

it's amazing.

Traveling fast

&

getting rid of my phone

&

studying the heart

&

starting a career in a new city
&
working on a new film

post-art school is much more fascinating.