visiting the north

and then

visiting the south

these days are:

travel far

&

train hard

work

work

work

travel

work

work

with

barely

any money in the

pockets

but, honestly,

it's amazing.

Traveling fast

&

getting rid of my phone

&

studying the heart

&

starting a career in a new city
&
working on a new film

post-art school is much more fascinating.

counting

hours

constructing

a

goodbye

before

relocation

it

is

only

a

big

deal

because

the

way

I

have

gotten

to

know

you

in

only

a

matter

of

hours

everything

and

everything

this preservation thing I completely forgot about

got to walk away to understand

balance

I'm sick of everyone having to be drunk to do the daring things they want to do

fuck that

grow plentiful fields of your brain and make your own fucking decisions.

you'll never find me with regrets.

those

moments

of

frozen

inches

melting

away

to

centimeters

and

on

repeat

in

my

head

repeatedly

sparkles

reflections

examples

of

proven

science

versus

the

experiences

of

what

causes

a

lack

of

sleep

awake

for

hours

and

never

feeling

tired

not

drinking

as

much

coffee

the

calm

storm

of

movements

from

different

sides

of

the

room

over

the

span

of

hours

the

laughter

feeling

younger

than

yesterday

H2O

as

terms

for

water

eyes

of

excitement

pacing

for

the

place

to

direct

shoulders

the

rain

the

thunder

the

humidity

the

heat

lightning

and

the

long

forgotten

snow

to you,

meet

me

at

the

early

horizon

we've

been

getting

to

know

so

well

and

so

fast

cigarettes&conversation

on

all

these

porches

an

experience

maybe only I'm feeling

you

kept

asking

me

about

us

us

before

and

us

after

it

was

as

if

you

thought

more

about

it

than

I

did

something

about

that

put

a

smile

on

my

face

that

I

couldn't

control

happy

to be

making

a

distance

still

anxious

still

confused

as to

the

imitation

integration

aggravation

spinning

in

intervals

that

last

only

the

briefest

of

moments

must be confusing

yourself

too

huh?