people must

                                                                        to be more                       willing

                                                              learn                                           to try

you

made

alcohol

seem

disgusting

to

me

in

the

most

ungraceful

way

you

make

having

roommates

seem

like

more

than

a

chore

you

make

justification

out

of

creepy

ways

I

considered

you

a

friend

and

opened up

some

of

my

trust

to

you

and

you

took

that,

reversed

it,

and

threw

it

back

at

me

with

personal

insults

about

your

own

misconceptions

fuck off.

what

the

fuck

do

you

expect

me

to

say

to

you?

my

interest

was

geared

towards

something

I

thought

I

had

seen

or

knew

or

could

know

getting

to

know

you

I

realized

I

was

mistaken

due

to

a

cloudy

haze

of

whiskey

and

weed

why

can't

you

realize

that

you

have

become

something

only

of

that

combination

and

you

are

leaving

yourself

with

nothing

have

fun

getting

drunk

and

insulting

the

rest

of

your

friends

right

infront

of

their

faces

and

see

if

they

put

up

with

it

like

I

did

over

and

over

and

over

again

I

can

only

be

so

forgiving

don't

even

don't

even

money

and

others

yeah

I haven't forgotten abou these things, I've invested my energy into a project that appeared almost impossible

there is a lot of work to be done here

motivation

well

it's

back

in

me

so

go

get

mad

or

some

shit

I

don't

really

care

words

and

sounds

in

light

and

the

darkest

silence

let

us

mix

in

fluidity

creating

brilliant

collisions

and

never

be

asked

why

and

on another note

space

is

so

fucking

easy

to

reach

dude

gravity

isn't

what's

holding

us

here